Her mother’s neurological disease might have been hereditary. Emma had been getting tested before trying for children. The messages Blake had found were about clinic appointments and results.
“You never let me explain,” she said.
He had seen phrases like “I can’t tell Blake yet” and assumed betrayal. But the truth was fear. Emma had been afraid she might carry a dangerous genetic marker.
“The results were negative,” she told him. “I was going to tell you that night. I bought baby shoes. The blue box on the table.”
Blake whispered, “I threw it away.”
“I know.”
The next day, Blake arrived at the park without an entourage, wearing a navy sweater and holding three small bags from a toy store. He looked nervous.
Ethan approached first. “What’s in the bags?”
“Books,” Blake said. “And an apology.”
Oliver narrowed his eyes. “Do you know how to apologize?”
“I’m learning.”
Blake crouched carefully, giving them space.
“I’m Blake,” he said. “I know you learned something big yesterday. I’m sorry it happened that way. I didn’t know about you, but I should have listened to your mom.”
Oliver studied him. “Are you our father?”
“Yes.”
“Do you want to be?”
Blake’s voice broke. “More than I know how to explain.”
Noah whispered, “Are you going to make Mom cry?”
Blake looked at Emma, then back at him. “No. Not on purpose.”
For the next hour, the boys questioned him with brutal honesty. Did he have stairs? Did he eat cereal? Could he make pancakes? He listened to every question as if it mattered more than any business deal of his life.
Noah eventually sat beside him. Ethan talked loudly about dinosaurs. Oliver remained cautious, watching everything.
When the hour ended, Blake didn’t argue.
