“My best friend and my husband. The two people I trusted most.”
Ellie finally spoke, her voice thin. “Marla, I was going to tell you.”
“Oh? When? When you got pregnant, when he filed for divorce? What was the timeline on telling me that you were having an affair with my husband?”
“It’s not like that,” Brad snapped.
“What’s it like then? Do explain, Brad.”
I watched him as his lips worked without him saying anything, as his gaze shifted uneasily between me, Ellie, and the guests.
“When you got pregnant, when he filed for divorce?”
I saw the man who used to kiss me in grocery store lines and text me dumb jokes at work.
I saw the husband who held my hand through labor.
I saw the father who built blanket forts with our son and forgot to call when he’d be late.
I saw all the cracks I had stepped around because I loved him, because we had a child, and because life is long and messy and marriage isn’t a fairy tale.
And I saw, with sickening clarity, that he had counted on exactly that.
I saw all the cracks I had stepped around because I loved him.
He lowered his voice. “Can we not do this here?”
“You mean at the party I planned for your 40th birthday? In the yard where our son is playing? In front of the people who spent years watching me love both of you?”
“Lower your voice,” his father muttered, as if volume was the offense.
I turned to him. “No.”
Brad’s face hardened. “You’re embarrassing yourself.”