Charlie took bags and boxes from his trunk and carried them inside.
He moved with the confidence of someone who knew exactly where he was going. He nodded to a nurse at the desk. She smiled warmly and pointed him toward the far wing. He slipped into a supply room and shut the door.
I looked through the narrow window. Charlie was changing into bright oversized suspenders, a ridiculous checkered coat, and a round red clown nose. Then he took one deep breath, picked up the bags, and walked back into the hall.
I quickly slipped behind a wall and watched him enter the pediatric ward. Children started smiling before Charlie reached the first room. He pulled toys from the bags, handed out coloring books, and did a fake stumble that made one little girl laugh so hard she clapped.
A nurse passing by grinned and said, “You’re late, Professor Giggles!”
Charlie smiled back.
I quickly slipped behind a wall and watched him enter the pediatric ward.
I stood still. Nothing about what I was seeing matched the suspicion Owen’s letter had lit inside me. I slowly stepped into the ward, unable to hold back any longer.
“Charlie,” I called softly.
He stopped mid-joke, the smile falling from his face the second he saw me standing there. For one stunned beat, he didn’t move at all. Then he crossed the hall and pulled me toward a quiet corner.
Charlie yanked off the nose and stared at me. “Meryl… what are you doing here?”
“I should be asking you that,” I shot back. “What’s going on?”
I pulled Owen’s letter from my bag. Charlie saw the handwriting, and all the strength seemed to leave his face at once. Whatever wall he had built between us, my son’s handwriting cracked it down the middle.
“Meryl… what are you doing here?”
“Owen wrote to me,” I said. “He told me to follow you.”
“I should’ve told you,” Charlie began.
“Then tell me now.”
He wiped at his eyes. “I’ve been doing this for two years now. Coming here after work, putting on that ridiculous outfit, bringing toys and little gifts, and doing whatever I could to make those kids laugh, even if only for a little while.”
“Why?” I breathed.
“Because of Owen.”
The words hit me so hard that I forgot how to breathe for a second.
