Three separate heartbreaks during which I had no useful advice, so I made grilled cheese and sat nearby while they cried.
There were also years when all three seemed to dislike me at once.
Maisie was thirteen when she began slamming doors.
Carys was fifteen when she refused to speak to me for nearly a month because I would not let her attend an overnight party.
Liora was seventeen when she shouted:
“You don’t understand anything about us!”
She was right.
I did not understand everything.
But I stayed.
That was the one thing I knew how to do.
I missed things too.
A cousin’s wedding in the fictional city of Evermere because Carys developed the flu.
A fishing trip I had promised myself for ten years.
Promotions that required relocating away from Bramblewick.
And Seraphine.
Seraphine was the woman I loved.
She worked at the bakery across from Finch & Nail Hardware.
We met when the girls were seven.
For six years, she joined us for dinners, birthdays, and school plays.
She loved the triplets, but she also wanted a life that belonged partly to her.
One evening, she stood at my front door holding the sweater she had worn during dinner.
“I’m not asking you to choose between me and the girls,” she said.
“I know.”
